2017年9月19日星期二

Have you smiled today?

Have You Smiled Today?

Today, as per normal, I sat at the center of Prontera fountain after leveling on monsters. Sitting in front of the computer, browsing through a revision book, occasionally looking up at the screen at the people walking up and down the streets, and the randomly opened shops and chartrooms. Suddenly, a chat room caught my eye. [Are you...smiling now?] Looking carefully, it was opened by a female novice. She was wearing a Smile Mask, sitting quietly by the fountain.

I looked as people went in and then immediately out of her chat room, those who came out, either used the [/...] emoticon, or type a string of [....]. Occasionally there would be some, who used the [/thx] emoticon. I got curious then. So I put down the revision book, move the mouse & clicked to enter her chat room.

”Peace....” She greeted me, and then deal-ed me.

At first I thought she was a beggar monster, and kept canceling. After a few times, I wanted to leave the chat room, she suddenly said “I want to give you something.....”

I looked at the item she gave me, a Flower. That's right...a Flower...a worthless 1 zeny Flower that drops from any type of plant.

I didn't understand why she gave me this Flower., and asked her why.

She then slowly typed a line of words, ”Hoping this Flower, will bring a smile to your face”

”Errr, a smile?” I still didn't understand her meaning.

”Yes...Today as you were playing RO, have you been angry? Or been unhappy because you died?”

”Yes, I had...Today I got killed by mobs.” I got angry once again upon mentioning this.

”Then you often got angry because of such matters?”

”Yes, thinking of it also made me angry!”

”Then...why are you still playing RO?”

”……”

I thought about her question on the spot, why am I still playing RO? Everyday I get angered, there would always be things that’s not going my way, so why am I still playing RO? I thought of the reasons as to why I am still staying, was it because of the high level? Too much zeny? Perhaps...but these were not the main reason.

Once again I thought of the happy times I had with my friends on adventures...meeting a good Samaritan who gave me equipments when I was still low level.....Talking to a still new Priestess by chance, which is now my dear after knowing each other for some time.....The first time we met Baphomet, the entire party couldn't react fast enough and got exterminated, all of us lying on the floor laughing hysterically...A new Acolyte in the guild, who got upset as she added wrong skills, the memory of us all comforting her...Managed to get a Ghost Bandanna, watching my cute and lovely wife wearing it for consecutive few days shopping happily...

”Have you thought of the answer?” She asked again.

“Yes...”

”So are you smiling now?”

”Yes!” A smile formed on my lips, a smile that came from within my heart.

“Hoping that this Flower, will bring a smile to your face.” She repeated again. “Once you smile, the world will smile with you.”

“Yes...Thank you.” I thanked her again.

After chatting with her, I learned that she was an old player who started playing RO when it first came out, but due to some reasons, she couldn't continue playing, after over half a year, as her friend opened a new account, she borrowed her friend's account to take a look at the RO she missed.

”So will you continue playing?” I asked her with lots of anticipation, hoping to make new friends with her.

“No...RO has changed, till I can't recognize it anymore.” She answered. “I just logged in to look around, this character, I will delete away once I log off.”

“Pity...” I replied.

”Pity? This is just a novice.” ^_^

“I didn't mean that...” I answered. “I'm saying I don't know whether they'd be chances of meeting special players like you.”

“Me? I'm very normal, but still...thanks for praising me.” She said. “I have to go, hopefully you can have a great time. Bye...”

After some time, I said “The flower you gave me, I will keep it forever.” ^_^

After saying our byes, she logged off, I thought, she won't be coming back.
The flower she gave me, although being small, but the meaning it represents exceeded its value. Now the flower occupies a space in my storage, reminding me, the motivation for me to continue playing RO, and the meaning of the kind person who gave the flower to me.

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我一直以来都是仙境传说 Ragnarok Online的Fans,在玩着的时候,就听过这个故事,不知真假。
然后官方就做了一个新Version 叫 Have you smiled today?

没玩这个网游已经过了10多年了,而且这个是我玩得最专心的网游。

同伴们都长大了,也老了,有孩子了,有家庭了,不再像以前那样每天的烦恼就是如何功略RO。

好怀念以前的日子,没有烦恼,每天都是开开心心的。

而我今天才了解这个Have you smiled today 的意思,不要说Today了,This Year 也很少Smile,看来我真的要踏出一步作出改变,这样悲观和负面的人生不可再继续下去了。

2017年9月13日星期三

所谓的朋友


真的是很现实的动物。
所谓的朋友,更加觉得虚假。
当你为了那些所谓的朋友付出,他们就当你是朋友咯。
当你们不再主动联络的时候,却没有人会自动联络你。
当他们有什么活动的时候,却没有人邀请你参加。
时间可以让我看出谁是真的朋友,谁不是。
当我有什么好康头的时候,何曾没有让他们参与。
当我有钱的时候,何曾少过他们的一餐。


真的很虚假....
所以,我不需要去认识更多的朋友。
更多的朋友只会徒增我的烦恼。
我宁愿拿这些见朋友的时间,去看书,去健身,去娱乐,去旅行。
可能是我没有缘分去认识可以互相学习,互相倾诉,互相利用,互相关怀的朋友吧!
为我的孤独默哀....